King Laqueffa ^^

I dont deserve you. I’m not good enough for you.  I’ve changed for the better but you cant seem to see that. My feelings never changed, If mines did why would I have waited for you so long? Its yours thats changed, you dont have to be afraid to admit it. You’ve moved on and so has your heart. I can still hurt and be shattered inside but one day I’ll just have to pick up the pieces and move on like everything else. You’ve been great to me, I only wish we could be together but time seem to have gotten between us.  I’ve always imagined us to be together, but you dont seem to see that anymore. Only time could tell where we were headed but I guess this time, it was time that killed us. You dont have to go on saying that you still liked me and would have liked to be with me again because we both know its not true. I gave it a shot and kept with my promises. Im glad I waited, it taught me things and made me wiser. I asked you the question and you gave me a honest answer, thank you for everything. From here on, what we had we’ll be nothing more than just a memory.

OGs use to warn kids not to whistle at night because you never know what it may attract. Well that’s how my incident started. I was hanging out at my friends house late at night, waiting to get picked up. I wasn’t paying attention, I just whistling a song for the hell of it. To kill time I guess. Then my ride came and I got into the car. But before we drove off I opened the window and whistled SUPER loud to get my friends attention. I yelled out “laters dudes!” Not remembering anything about “whistling” at night I got home and then just went straight to bed. I’m also a Christian and that night I forgot to pray also… 3 o’clock I woke up. I was laying on my back and my right eye was covered with the blanket, and my left was looking straight up at the ceiling. For some weird reason I felt like I had to get up. Stupid idea.. when I sat up, there I saw a girl standing at the end of my bed. Skin as black as ash, a white dress with finger and hand prints, and devil red eyes. Her hair was fuzzy, it was all over the place. Imagine a girl under water, her hair all wavy and in slow mow. Yea that’s how it looked… I instantly laid back down, and covered my whole body with the blanket. No matter how hot it got, I did not get out. I wanted to scream for my mom and dad but every time I was going to do it, I kept having a image of that girl climbing onto the bed and covering my mouth so my parents wouldn’t hear me. So I didn’t scream or make a noise. In my head I sang Christian songs, and prayed and prayed. I thought It was going to end but nope this THING wasn’t done. I was frozen so anything that moved, I could feel it. My blanket started to get pulled down. Slowly that girl kept pulling down my blanket.. I used my feet and held my blanket down. But then my blanket started to get pulled from the side.. I used my hands and held it down. I knew there was nowhere else for it to pull from. But slowly my back started to get cold. I was sweating like crazy but my back was freezing cold. All I could think of was that this girl was under behind me. At that moment I just laid there and prayed like crazy in my head. I didn’t notice this was going on for 3 hours. The sun came out and then it was over. It took me months before I could tell anyone my story because I was so scared… But yea this is my experience, thank you for using your time to hear my story.

(Source: shawty-tse, via traceeynguyen)